One of LJ girls tried to commit suicide Sunday night. I was the first to see the lj entry. I got on the phone and called Talon in MI. She started hunting down someone who might know where she lived in FL while sending me to find a friend in Canada to get the phone number through AIM. I will never think of AIM the same way again because her friend was on, I got the number, passed it on to Talon, who had talked to another of her friends so Talon could locate the town and the police dept. I was elected to call Cyn and keep her awake so Talon could notify the police. I was able to keep Cyn from falling asleep while rat kept in touch with Talon. The police finally arrived, questioned her about taking drugs and the call ended. Talon had the police call her back and they let her know they took her to the hospital. Then Talon had to talk ME off the wall because I was freaking out.
So now we are waiting around to see what's going on. I do not dare call again because I am ready to tongue-lash the family to the nine-levels of hell. They are the most emotionally abusive pieces of shit I have ever encountered.
Her friend, mirai_may, has an update on cyn here: http://www.livejournal.com/users/mirai_may/126195.html?view=336883#t336883
I truly am ready to call the Japanese mafia...
Lost a 3/4ths-done oekaki tonight because AIM decided it wanted THAT browser window and I did not notice until after it was gone forever. So I am in the process of redrawing it. When it is done I will post something at the crap blog. If I did not have this tiny little creative outlet right now I know I would be completely fucked over in my sanity.
My lack of sleep is fucking with me terribly now. I am going to completely crater soon and have already done so to a degree, because I am not doing anything like reading fanfic, doing homework, finishing up the thesis or studying Japanese. So, sorry now to those posting writing, art and life stuff. I am not ignoring you - I just cannot function well right now. The combination of the chemicals I am having to take at the moment do a myriad of things to me. Things like - I never know when I may suddenly not be able to see because of instant blurriness.
And now that I am back to square one in the pain department, it will be another two weeks at least before I get back to that little hold of recovery I had Sunday evening, before life spun me around and took me places I had never been before. The incident has turned me into a babbling fool and I cannot stop talking about everything and anything. It is probably part of the personality change they said I might get because of the meds. Of course, talking all the time causes all sorts of vibration in the chest cavity, which fucks with my chest. Sometimes I talk until I am hoarse, and I keep talking anyway, fucking up my vocal chords along with my chest. Aja noticed I was typing like a fiend tonight. If I cannot talk, I type and type, which eventually brings my carpel tunnel into play.
Thanks: --> to Lia, my sensei, who has inspired me to draw again. I
wouldn't be doing this without your support, Domo Arigato!
--> to Talon, for sending me her fabulous fics, inspiring me with her writing to draw my first
illustration for a story and actually liking what I drew.
--> to Dasia, for her words of encouragement when drawing her original chara.
--> to Joules, a wonderful epic fic writer, for liking my art enough to want to post them with Talon's
and her own stories.
--> to Lutra, the other half of the epic team, for being so supportive.
--> to Jacque' & Becca Raddittzu, we met on eBay as bidder and sellers and now we are face-to-face
friends. You showed us the real DBZ with your fansubs. It's all your fault the house is full of
doujinshi! *LOL*
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